PERFECT DEBAUCHERY: A COLLEGE MM ROMANCE

My name is Caleb Greyson, I'm eighteen, unwanted by my parents, unwanted by God, abandoned by the only boy I ever loved-traded out like garbage for my mother's sister.

So if you're looking for a happy love story, you will be disappointed.

The university of Delaware would save me, or that's what I thought, somewhere I could forget who I used to be.

The old red buildings, beautiful towering trees, sunlight reflecting on ancient stones, everything looked perfect from the outside. Who knew pretty things could have sharp teeth?

Now I'm trapped in a cracked room, with Lukas Carter, a closeted, arrogant and angry hockey player, deep in denial for a roommate.

Then Tony, sweet, lonely Tony, who built his life around Lukas, gave up his whole future just to be close to Lukas. Standing in the same place for years, just waiting to be wanted.

I didn't want to get close, didn't want to care. But we're all slaves to loneliness. Now I'm drowning in secrets, addictions, and the wreckage of boys who only know ruin, need and the ugly parts of wanting too much from people who never promised anything.

And Tyler Brown? I don't want to talk about him.